I’m collecting sinners in my special box. I’m collecting perverts in my heart and bed. I’m a collector of everything you don’t like but actually you love it. But you love to know it and… watch. You love when they talk about it and you “don’t want to hear it”, but in fact, you do. So you love watching the things you would not do. You want them to be served in a sophisticated way. You want these things to be done by nasty pervs – of course you are not one of them, no! You just love fantasizing about it and keep this secret in a dark safe place. You want to come to my place and enjoy these painful things in full. Your blood is cold, you are wet and crazy. All these whispers and sighs – you hate them and you are ready to cry. You can cry here, don’t worry. I will not tell anyone that you are too weak and sensitive to face the fact you love watching. These things are yours; they are you when someone is so kind to perform these “procedures” for you and instead of you. Cold blue light makes you too excited. Hot red light makes you sweat. Where is your dignity? Where is your shame? So you want to see more? No problem! You wonder how I live in all this and with all that. Well, it’s easy. I just enjoy you watching me or them. This is my real orgasm. So many shades of sharp pain are on your pale face when you get what you want – I love this look on your face! It’s crazy! So you come here every Thursday, sit in a sticky chair and watch. And you will never change. I’d love to tell you there’s nothing wrong with you, but… I won’t. You just watch your own life story being played by horrible actors. They show you your mistakes, everything you cannot fix and everything you could have done but… you haven’t. And we all do it better than you. And you love this masochistic hell of realization of how you’ve screwed up. This pain is the best porn in this world for you. This pain is a real husband / wife – not those suckers you call lovers! Waiting for you next Thursday. You will see more.
Link:
Last.fm: http://www.last.fm/ru/music/Porn.Darsteller
http://terrible-music.blogspot.de/2011/06/i-wait-your-answer-jerome-fontan.html
