Hellboychrist Perspective on Seven billion dollars
ima songswritter, cinematographer, creative director, ima artist. all i have to do is makes a better world for a human being. makes other people happy and feel safe. imma presence.
so, sience i was kid, especially when i was 7 years old. my parrents are getting divorce. and i never imagine before that tragedy is possibly makes my world burn every single day. till i realised that i was livin on the hell untill right now. and i know, i was lost for a very very long time. at least i found my self in the end.
so my father is one bigest fan of music, in my family. he always playing music everywehe when we go with his car.
when i was kid i remember he play the song like some rnb songs 80/90's like nelly, beyonce, and the other genre to, like "the cranberries, bon jovi and more" yeah many more. so yeah obviously that create my memories.
sience my life was burn, so its began on 2022/2023 when my business companies is colapse, and i lost the important things maybe almost everythings. i think thats final to me on my whole life. but not, im tryn to not givinup. after that my lifes is condition is feels like tottaly burn and destroyed but yeah i keep goin, and than i dicide to join on the companies as a employe, and you know, after 3 months i working on it, ive been got near dead moment and tragicly accident. that was creep and weird. make me feel more traumatized, and i decied to resign. back to home, so finnaly im really hopeless, i dont know what should i do after that. my thought full of negative tought, and i had wanted to be suicide at that time, but... at the end music save my live.
electronic, rock. (future rock)
its good, but not enough for me. and im still doubt of it.
electro, and rock music.
Tame impala,slipknot, elvis presley. i dont know why. just vibes.
it deppends on situations and moment. acctualy base on the feels conditions. i remember when i was 14 i reccomend my friend to play greenday songs, when he help me to create my first facebook account. so we played that song on "winamp player". we dont know that songs means but we like the vibes we enjoyed. weird.
just listen it. vibes gonna tell that.
elvis presley, i think. he is all i need.
no one. i still feel sucks to hear my songs.
tame impala, elvis presley, slipknot. 'Vibes"
elvis presley
tame impalla, slipknot
toilet
safe.
rock and roll
social media
yes, i dont know, i feel like not enough, still doubt.
when my head feels like burn. and all of my body is feels hot.
still enjoyed the life. thats success for me.
make the things who never make in the world
make a world better.
before i forget - slipknot. that song reminds me to be a purely human being. keep me awake and consious.
after i decide to not be suiciede, and i hear something on me, the voices in my head. and it feels so hurt, noisy, i even hear some people scream in my head, so loud. so scary.
when i was played my music. i dont know im still doubt my self till now, for real.
im not gonna chance anythings. im just make music.
no one, just artist.
ive no choice, i feel like. my life is all about music.
playing games.
simplicty. ive just wanna be a low profile person in life. but in the other perspective i probabbly put all my works an totally efforts on my project, my art life. not in my real life.
storytelling
design story.
no one
faith,confidence,patient.
my traumatized
to make a better world.
