Spooky! Perspective on decaying

to become the next "kanye", I want to put out something that changes rap for the better, to inspires others.  

The way I interpret it is as a heartbreak and sad vibe chill song. almost something that would fit on a xxx or juice or peep playlist honestly. a melodic track with strong emotional connection and story where people can relate to. 

I never had the initial confidence to do it myself. so I found myself ghostwriting for others until up about sophmore year in high school. I think that's when I stopped caring as much. or at least tried not to. 

my earliest memory of listening to music, was probably listening to system of a down, my dad heavily influenced me as a child and I grew up heavily interested in that style of rock, I think it's really melodic and the riffs and harmonies are so different from the stuff you typically see from rock bands because of their cultural inspirations from middle eastern instruments and I think that's why I like such different wide variations of random experimental sounds in the work I put out today. 

decaying specifically is about my breakup with my ex, and the feeling of separation and fighting anxiety and the feeling of "decaying" after falling out of love. where the verse goes more into my relationship background and tells more of my story. 

My name is spooky!

I am an 18 year old artist and producer from the bronx NYC and I love to make music and sample things and just experiment with different things honestly.