Asi Asi Perspective on The Monster in You

My dream performance would be an immersive experience that draws the audience into a world where music, visuals, and emotion blend seamlessly. Picture a stage set against a backdrop of stunning digital projections, with shifting lights and vibrant colors that move in harmony with the music.

As a Spanish singer, composer, and producer, my music journey has been all about exploring new sounds and pushing my own boundaries. It's a blend of passion and curiosity—like uncovering hidden corners of a vast, musical landscape. I handle every aspect of my music, from writing and producing to singing and composing. There's something incredibly satisfying about taking an idea and turning it into a fully-formed track.
It all started with "Neuroscience" in 2020, an electro track that dives deep into the rhythmic heart of electronic music. It's immersive and pulsating, a beat that seems to have a mind of its own. I wanted to create something that made you feel like you were inside a living, breathing system—alive and electric.
That same year, I released "The Monster in You," an R&B ballad that takes on the complexities of an abusive relationship. It's about the tension and confusion when someone you thought you could trust turns out to be someone else entirely. The soulful tones and heartfelt lyrics aim to capture that sense of betrayal and the struggle to find clarity.
In 2022, I released three more songs that reflect my journey as an artist and a human being. "Sweet Belladonna" is a mix of Trap and R&B that explores the surreal world of sleep deprivation. It’s a song that feels like a hazy dream, with sounds that blur the lines between reality and imagination.
"Nowy Swiat" is a romantic ballad set in the streets of Warsaw, capturing the melancholy of a lost relationship. The melody is gentle, the words are nostalgic, and the overall vibe is like walking through a city at night, reminiscing about what once was.
Finally, there's "Kaleidoscope," a trip through the different facets of personality, challenging you to confront your own inner selves. It's about the layers we all have, the different personas we show the world, and the ones we keep hidden.
Every song I create is a piece of me, a reflection of my thoughts, feelings, and experiences. It's a journey I'm still on, always discovering something new, and I can't wait to see where it leads me next.

One of my earliest memories of listening to music is tied to a moment with my father. I must have been quite young, but I can still remember the feeling of pure joy when he played a song called "I've Been Thinking About You" by Londonbeat. The catchy rhythm, the upbeat vibe—it was like nothing I'd heard before, and it got me completely hooked.
I would ask my father to play it again and again, and he'd always indulge me, seeing how much happiness it brought me. But there came a point when even he got tired of playing it on repeat. That's when he had a brilliant idea: he created a mixtape just for me, filled with that one song on repeat through the whole cassette. It was like my own little treasure, and I carried it with me everywhere.

With some songs, like "The Monster in You," I wanted to explore the complexities of toxic relationships, focusing on the theme of victimization and abuse. I played with my voice, layering it in a way that feels haunting yet soulful. The result is a nostalgic track that pulls listeners into the emotional weight of the topic, inviting them to reflect on the darker sides of love and human behavior.

"The Monster in You" emerged from this period of transition and reflection. It's a song about the darker aspects of human relationships, inspired by the contrasts I experienced between my Andalusian upbringing and my new surroundings in Poland. The track explores the dynamic of toxic relationships, focusing on the manipulation and deceit that can occur when someone hides their true intentions behind a façade of victimhood.

It wasn't until I moved to Poland that I truly found my voice. The transition from the warmth of Granada to a new and unfamiliar environment was challenging, and music became my refuge. I started singing more, writing lyrics, and experimenting with production to process the emotions I was feeling. It was my way of coping with the ups and downs, a creative outlet that helped me navigate the complexities of starting a new life in a foreign country.
The more I immersed myself in music, the more I realized that it wasn't just a hobby—it was a passion that gave me purpose. I began to see music not only as a way to express myself but also as a tool to connect with others. The moment I decided to become an artist and performer was when I realized that through music, I could share my stories, my struggles, and my joys with the world.

In my music, I explore a range of themes drawn from personal experiences and emotions. One major theme is the darkness within toxic relationships, as seen in "The Monster in You," which delves into manipulation and abuse. Nostalgia is another theme, with songs like "Nowy Swiat" capturing the bittersweet memories of lost relationships.
For my upcoming album, I'm venturing into new territory, addressing social anxiety and the disconnection that arises when you no longer connect with someone. I also touch on my childhood experiences, where I found refuge in music in my room, using it to escape from distractions and external pressures.

A blend of emotional depth and experimental sound. My tracks weave together electronic beats with soulful vocals, creating a unique fusion of genres.

My goal is to evoke a range of emotions, from the intensity of confronting difficult truths to the warmth of nostalgia and the thrill of exploring new soundscapes.
I hope my music creates an intimate space where listeners can reflect on their own experiences. Whether it's finding comfort in a soulful ballad, feeling the energy of an electronic beat, or recognizing a shared story in my lyrics, I want them to feel understood and less alone.

Choosing my favorite song is like choosing among my own children—it feels impossible. Each track carries its own unique story, emotion, and meaning, making it incredibly hard to pick just one.

Introspective, relatable and soulful.

Being an artist has its moments of loneliness, no doubt about it. The creative process often involves spending long hours alone. There's a lot of introspection and self-discovery involved, and while that's a big part of what makes music meaningful, it can also be isolating.
To counteract this, I try to stay connected with people who support and understand me. My close friends and family are crucial—they keep me grounded and remind me that there's more to life than music alone.