Fail_$afe1 Perspective on Love Dissolved
EXTREMELEY MUSICALLY INCLINED
THE TIME I GOT SHOT, BC I WAS BEATING THEY LOCAL ARTIST UNMATCHED IN A FREESTYLE BATTLE! I KNEW THEN MY LIFE WAS AT JEOPARDY, IF I CONTINUED DOWN THIS ROAD. I MEAN, I SEEN HATES UNRELENTING FACES OF DEATH, IN THAT MOMENT LAYING THERE SHOT IN MY D#@%, AN INNER THIGH THROUGH AN THROUGH. BUT I DIDN'T CARE, I WOKE UP IN (MARY WASHINGTON HOSPITAL) WITH A CAPHITER N MY D#@%; TO MY GF AT THE TIME "KENDRA CHEREY TELLIS", AN I KNEW GOD HAD BLESSED ME WAKING UP TO AN ANGEL. MY LIFE BECAME SURREAL THEN, AND IT CLICKED LAYING IN THAT HOSPITAL BED OFF THEM PERCS, I'M GONNA DIE FOR SHYT, BC I'M NOT GONNA STOP RAPPING, AND I HAVE TO BE BETTER THEN THE BEST! BUT IT WAS SCARY ONLY BC, THE BULLET MISSED MY MAIN ARTERY BY CENTIMETERS DOC SAID?
WOULD BE TO MAKE EVERY SONG TIMELESS FILLED WITH HEALING AN GROWTH.
I WOULDN'T SAY, IT'S MADE MY LIFE LONELY, BC I DO HAVE HARDCORE FANS I CONVERSE WITH. BUT ALSO, BC I'M THE ONLY CHILD FROM MY MOTHER, IV'E ALWAYS BEEN A LONER. IF ANYTHING I CAN SAY, IS IT HAS MADE ME MORE PRECARIOUS THEN ANYTHING. I DON'T TRUST ANYONE WITH MY MUSIC ANY MORE, ALL THE SORRY ARTIST HAVE NO FINNESE SO THEY BITE! YOUR NOT AUTHENTIC TO ME, IF YOU TAKE CREDIT FOR SOMEONE ELSES WORK! SO I USUALLY RECORD MYSELF AND MIX AN MASTER MYSELF, IM LEARNING HOW TO PRODUCE. LONELY NO, BUT PRECARIOUS YES.
TRUST NO ONE, AND DON'T GET CAUGHT UP IN THE STARDOM WORLD, OVERLOOKING YOUR MISSION FROM GOD!
Everything I spoke in this song comes from real life experiences, all my songs come from the heart and soul I wield. I was just coming home from prison, settled down w a big time drug dealers baby mama (TINA). I mean i'm from Va, so the bust was called the PURPLE drAgon for those who know. Any way big kingpin, so our lives an way we had to move was on some secret service type shyt, it really was a strenuous life style. I couldn't have company around, bc of who he was an his son was vulnerable TO kidnap, I couldn't have a normal family life protecting a family that wasn't mine, i felt like just the muscle in that circle. I had a hard time creating and adjusting to society, so one night, I grabbed one of my beat mans beats (Dark Keys Duck AKA Wambito), an I told mself I gotta get this out, or i'm going back to prison from crashing out. So I wrote this song in just about 20 MINS at the most, an was like man this IS hard! So that was the first song I recorded at what was once "DMV Studios" Fat Trell used to record there in 2012/13. So she and I had gone through soooo much, I mean I known this woman now for 24yrs. So we been through the most, an I had to put it on paper, in order to close chapters that wern't conducive for my growth. ALSO I BEEN THROUGH EVERYTHING I WROTE ABOUT IN THIS SONG.
I Am Antonio Ronald Scott at birth, universaly known as (Fail_$afe1). I'm a real artist at heart, who channels the pass pains of my heart (for those who been through the same) into good music. I live what I speak, I speak what EYE live, what you see is what you get. I'm a hard working artist who strives for Perfection! When i'm not working my 11HR schedule at the chicken plant, i'm creating the world I want to live in, an MUSIC EYE want to hear. Iv'e been shot, stabbed w sewing scissors, pushed out of 3 story window, been to prison twice N A seven year spand. Iv'e been on a highway going 70mph with no breaks /w my girl and through the grace of Yahuah He stopped it. I'm a product of drugs, being my mother had her crack addiction, at 11 my curfew was 12 midnight, sometimes didn't even make it in ALL I HAD TO DO WAS CALL? I'm a child of The Most High who dwells in Eternity. I speak my mind, so i'm no industry puppet, selling my soul isn't up for discussion! I'm a versatile artist, so don't be surprised to hear me in another genre. I'm a freestyle artist, I just love music man it's in my blood. (OTIS REDDING) IS MY 5TH COUSIN.
MY EARLIEST MEMORY OF LISTENING TO MUSIC IS, I REMEBER RIDING W MY MOM IN HER 1985 TAN NOVA, LISTENING TO CHRIS CROSS, "I MISS THE BUS", AND"MAKE YOU JUMP". AND THINKING TO MYSELF, HOW DO YOU DO THIS, THEY'RE JUST KIDS, BUT THAT'S MY EARLIEST MEMORY I HAVE.
FUNNY STORY... SO I WAS LIVING IN OXYON HILL M.D. AT THE TIME, MAYBE ABOUT 16 AT THE TIME I WAS ATTENDING (CROSSLAND SENIOUR HIGH SCHOOL) MY JUNIOUR YR. NO LIE, I WAS A STARTING PICTURE RIGHT NEXT TO BIG CHUCK, HE WAS A SENIOUR THAT YR, SO I WAS A LEFT HAND STARTER, HE STARTED RIGHT HAND. ANY WAY, I REMEMBER WALKING INTO THE LUNCH ROOM ONE DAY AND PPL WERE GATHERED AROUND, LIKE THERE WAS A FIGHT GOING ON, SO I WAS ASTOUND LIKE "MAN WHERE TF MY MOM GOT ME AT" (LOL)? SO AS I GOT CLOSER, I SEEN THEY WERE RAPPING BACK AN FORTH, SO "KILLA KEITH" WHO I HADN'T KNOWN AT THE TIME WAS JUST MURDERING GUY WITH HIS WORDS, (BARS)! SO I WAS INTRIGUED AFTER THAT, IN VA WE WON'T DOING NO SHYT LIKE THAT. SO I PRETTY MUCH LINKED UP WITH KILLA KEITH EVERYDAY AFTER SCHOOL WITH MY DOLLAR STORE TAPE RECORDER RADIO, AN HE HAD HIS STEREO SYSTEM PLAYING THE BEATS. MAN FROM THE FIRST TIME WE REWOUND THAT TAPE TO LISTEN, I KNEW THEN I WAS DOPE BC HE SAID SO HIMSELF! SO I WAS REALLY SOLD TO MUSIC, WHEN I WROTE MY FIRST SONG AND THEN I KNEW, I FIGURED THIS SHYT OUT. SO I STARTED MY JOURNEY LEARNING HOW TO FREESTYLE, SO THEN WHEN HE THREW ME THE CYPHER ONE DAY OUT OF NO WHERE, LIKE YOUR READY NOW SON LOL. I TOOK OFF, I KILLED THAT GUY, MURDERED HIM, BODIED! SO I GUESS YOU CAN SAY, "I KNEW WHEN I WAS 16 THIS IS WHAT I WAS CALED TO DO". I REMEMBER GOING TO SCHOOL AN SKIPPING CLASSES WITH KILLA KEITH, SO WE COULD BATTLE THE BEST IN SCHOOL, SO ONE DAY WE WALKED IN AN EVERYONE WAS STARTING TO FORM A CIRLCE, LIKE A BUNCH OF STARVING VULTURES. LIKE THEY KNEW WHAT TIME IT WAS, THAT DAY WAS A BATTLE OF THE, BEST OF CROSSLAND HIGH AND I WAS THERE. I KNEW THEN, THIS IS WHAT I WANTED TO DO! THE FREQUENCY I TUNE INTO WHEN I DO THIS, IS A HIGH TO ME.
REALLY IF YOU ASK ME, WHICH YOU DID (LOL) I'D SAY THE GENRE OF LIFE. BUT TO BE POLITICALLY CORRECT LET'S JUST SAY, HIP-HOP, OR RAP. I TRY NOT TO KEEP FOCUSED ON ONE GENRE TO BE HONEST AS A WRITER, I LIKE PUSHING MY TALENTS TO THE LIMIT, SO I STAY VERSITILE.
I'D SAY, I THINK MY STYLE HAS IMPROVED, MY DELIVERY AND EXECUTION. I FEEL LIKE MY EXPOSURE AS AN INDEPENDENT ARTIST, MY PERFORMANCES HAVE IMPROVED THKS TO LADII YUNIQUE AN DAT 4SHORE MOVEMENT S/O TO THAT SQUAD. THEY ARE ALL A BUNCH OF TALENTED ARTIST. I THINK IV'E EVOLVED ALSO BY MY BECOMING VERSITILE, TO THE TIMES, I MAKE TIMELESS MUSIC NOW, SO I CAN LIVE FOREVER!
I THINK I'D LIKE TO GO ON TOUR WITH THE "LITO BROTHERS" YOU KNOW THEM STEP BROTHERS. WHY YOU ASK? WELL SIMPLE, REAL RECOGNIZE REAL AND THEY JUST LIKE ME, AN HAVEN'T SOLD THEY SOULS. PLUS I'D LOVE TO JUST SPEND 3HRS IN THE STUDIO WITH THOSE TWO, BC OUR DYNAMICS ON THE MIC MATCH. And I'D GO TO ON TOUR W 2CHAINS AND BOOSIE.
I DON'T HAVE A FAVORITE ARTIST, ONLY BC LOW KEY I REALLY MAKE MUSIC FOR ME TO LISTEN TO, BC ALL THIS OTHER SHYT OUT HERE IS GARBAGE! THEY ALL RAP ABOUT THE SAME THING, LAME, IF YOU ASKING ME. I SPIT ABOUT REAL LIFE THINGS IV'E BEEN THROUGH, BC I HAD TO, THEY RAPPING A LIFE THEY CHOSE TO LIVE JUST TO FIT IN? I COULD BE WRONG BUT THE FACT OF THE MATTER IS, MY MUSIC SPEAKS FOR IT'S SELF. IM'A GREYHOUND BABY FOR REAL, SINCE I COULD WALK ASK NICOLA L. SCOTT! SO IV'E BEEN THROUGH SOME THINGS MOST IN THE HOOD (GOVERNMENT EXPERIMENTS) EXPERIENCED. SO, IF YOU HAVEN'T BEEN THROUGH WHAT I BEEN THROUGH, OR WORSE FUQ YOU GONNA TELL ME BOUT PAIN? AN FOR THE MOST PART, ALL THESE INDUSTRY PUPPETS IS EITHER SUCKING, OR GETTING FUQ'D, SO AIN'T NONE MY FAV. BUT LIKE I SAID PREVIOUSLY, "THERE ARE A COUPLE ARTIST I FIND REAL, LIKE I, RAW AND UNCUT TALENT LIKE MY SELF I WOULD'NT MIND WORKING WITH". (DON AN STARLITO)
PAC,PAC,PAC (LOL) NOW PUT THAT IN YA PIPE AND SMOKE IT! BUT NAH YOU CAN'T COMPARE ME TO ANY ONE BC THERE IS NO ONE LIKE I AND AND I'M LIKE NONE OTHER, THERE IS NO COMPARISON! SIMPLY PUT YOU HAVE NEVER MET A REAL ARTIST LIKE ME, SO CUT THAT THERE!
I'M STILL IN THE PROCESS OF PAINTING IT, MY LIFE.
ALWAYS WILLING TO HEAR MUSIC FROM THE IMPULSES OF LIFE, BEING ABLE TO SEE COLORS WHEN NONE ARE THERE. EVERY THING HAS A VIBRATION SO WHEN YOU LEARN TO IMPLEMENT THOSE VIBRATIONS INTO SOUNDS YOU CAN PAINT A STORY WITH THE WORLD AS YOUR CANVAS.
A.R.S.
SHOOT I'M WORKING AT A CHICKEN PLANT NOW IN DELAWARE LOL THIS MY CINDERELA STORY LOL 11hrs MON-FRI. BRUH I LIVE A NORMAL LIFE EVEN WHEN FAMOUS I'LL MORE THEN LIKELY ROAM STATE TO STATE GETTING GOOD PAYING JOBS, DOING SHOWS, HOSTING EVENTS, AND LIVING LIFE LIKE A NORMAL HUMAN BEING. CONSTRUCTION, TEMP AGENCY, WALMART, MC DONALDS, BURGER KING, FOR SELF, "PHARMISUDICALS", IV'E WORKED FOR A SEWER CLEANING COMPANY BEFORE ATLAS I THINK IT'S CALLED? IV'E WORKED MY ENTIRE LIFE EVEN IN PRISON I HAD A HOUSE MAN JOB. I'M NICE WITH MY HANDS WHAT CAN I SAY.
A RESPONSIBLE ARTIST PLAYS THE ROLE IN OUR SOCIETY AS ELEVATING THE VIBES OF OTHERS, EVEN RAISING VIBRATIONS USING MUSIC AS A HEALING TOOL. ALSO SPREADING AT LEAST ONE POSITIVE MESSAGE IN YOUR SONGS! IT'S OUR RESPONSIBILITY TO SPEAK FOR THOSE WHO CAN'T SPEAK FOR THEMSELVES!
SIMPLE I JUST HAVE TO OUT SHINE ANYONE IN THE ROOM OR ON THE TRACK BY JUST BEING ME! WE ABOUT TO CHANGE THE WHOLE WAY THE INDUSTRY OPERATES, WHEN YOU SIGN WITH ME IT'S SOLEY BC I SEE SOMETHING IN YOU EVERY ONE ELSE NEEDS TO HEAR. WE NOT DOING NO HOMO SHYT OVER HERE, NO I DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM WITH CONFUSED PPL WE JUST NOT DOING THAT HERE AT THIS RECORD LABEL. WE NOT EVEN PUSHING THE NOTIONS "SEX SELLS" WITH OUR FEMALE ARTIST, NAH YOU ONLY GETTING SIGNED FOR YOUR TALENT. YOU'LL SLEEP A WHOLE LOT BETTER TRUST ME WITH YOUR SOUL IN TAC.
I WOULD LIKE PPL TO FEEL ME! BUT MOST OF ALL I WANT PPL TO BE ABLE TO FEEL THE ENERGY PUT INTO THE SONG. I want PPL TO BE ABLE TO HEAR MY MUSIC AN FORGET ABOUT THERE PROBLEMS LISTENING TO MINE, KNOWING THEY NOT ALONE IN THERE'S.
I'M GONNA HAVE TO SAY SOCIAL MEDIA. AND THEN PERMORMANCE BEING JUST RECENTLY GOT OVER STAGE FRIGHT LOL, I'M REALLY AN INTROVERT AT HEART. SO WHEN YOU SEE ME PERFORMING 9X OUT 10 IV'E GOT MY HOLLYWOODS ON.
